Do you ever know the sort of days where everything that can go wrong, goes wrong. Well i have had a day sort of similar, firstly several things did go wrong such as leaving the freezer open last night night slightly and forgetting my maths book with the homework in. It wasn't so bad because a couple of the very kind girls in my life came and helped me sort my head out and pointed out that it wasn't all bad and so on. I managed to have a chat with them about my problems however i couldn't say everything because some things that i were feeling and thinking would have been inappropriate, because they are not the sort of things you say to good friends of the opposite gender without some slightly embarrassing situations potentialy arising. So i just leave it inside, it is something i have wanted to ask them for some while but have always felt that it would not be right. hopefully putting this down in writing will make me feel better because now i am alone again the same dreadful feeling has returned with a vengeance, hopefully when i see them tomorrow either the feeling will recede once again or i can pluck up the courage to ask.
matthew
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