The past few days have been horrible for me in some ways, there are costumes yet to be done and Christmas pressies to be ordered amongst everything else. However by and large most things in life are going ok.
I have yet another music teacher as the previous one has left and my rowing coach is leaving as well in December. as such they have both said that they will write in my dofe booklet for so far :)
that was the good news unfortunately.
As many of you may be aware i have been doing fairly well with not loosing control over the past few months or so, however yesterday I came so close to losing control completely, and it hasn't ever been that bad since i managed to get it under control. I was scared, frightened and angry, so angry I could have hurt somebody relay badly, as it was i was only barely able to calm down and sort myself out, I was seething and i did not like it one bit. and to be honest i thing it could possibly happen at school some time soon with all the pressure mounting up and so on
tomorrow is the dress rehearsal and Thursday is when it all begins as such, the tickets have been sold and there is no backing out at this point in the production
yesterday i cleaned the steps for the rat run to the stage and today mr boileau and miss launder said that they have never seen them so clean :)
I shall update soon
until next time
Matthew
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